So I hope my sisters ok with getting her surprise oh they called me in tomorrow surgery today for removing glass in her arm, I been told her that saying it was a possible strain no glass in her left bicep from the accident. Gonna make my usual care packages order now here with my Adrhma attack clinic. Um first day of official work mr. K popps was a day of an earthquake 25 yrs ago they told him go home on 10/01 so his badge of official day is 10/4. And every packet of 20 is one trans pics and all with oh detected 10 yrs ago hiv positice and 5 yrs aids positive it gets sad incomes none-1,000 a mth avg. I’m on the month of July so if I’m good pace by Friday I’ll be ok and I have 113 vacation hrs and 90 sick with 40 idk half sick. So that’s only 40 hrs of I’m gonna be off don’t bother me lol plus 1
Movie date with my aunt I’m joking in ideas and my cousin got an ugly real bloody ugly bug bite she went to the doctors for yesterday idk should o invite her or my cousin out again this weekend no I’m broke again as hell with my phone due to be broken with updates of everything but a gram
I’m just tired Imgonna wake up tomorrow and Saturday a long driving day back and forth and bday party in my grandmas home for our family martini friends forever baby. Goodnight I’m athletic
I can tell how guilty you are by the way you yell at me over a simple question over how I need to not spending money but I gave you & and you want more. What do you want from me because when I get my taxes and I can’t afford what I need I’m out of here I don’t care anymore I’m tired of I locked gates and excuses
If they don’t want me to be their friend I can find another friend you don’t have to paint the world pink for me okay. - love always hair cutting and frog throat lessons and cry me a cross class
My friend had a friend get on the phone last night to say hi to me and I didn’t know who it was after he said hello stranger I said hi Carlos then he said It's me. A friend.. Lol que haces? He’s been out for a week already. I wish he can just put that announcement himself instead of me. Because 1thats so messed up back to work .
The biggest joke of the past ten years: a drunk ass hell dad who exposes himself thru the window to the neighbors and his daughter who’s a whore and not even 18 following boys and gets teased by everyone. Goodnight therapy until next Friday 2pm check in call and 30th sat 9:30am does my dad wants to go with me cuz my right eye hurts looking at this cat and the doubles triples bird food price
Went to the movies last night had drive they tacos didn’t finish eating my but a wrap chalupa and taco got popcorn and nachos and a slurped but I put so much salt n butter I asked if I can get another I did got home and slept . Lol I haven’t seen the cat in a week now he’s probably the dude with the pink shirt on favorite Friday night the 11th midnight parking with a friend on our corner shop. You can roam now
Ok can we have a nice day now my room smells and I just wanna clean it have lunch before going out while my parents left to my neice who knows how to FaceTime and smile already
Today was just another day. Godnight- love me while my sisters house because I don’t feel like watching scary movie by myself while these birdies tucked in
Dear, you don’t even k ow I’m like a brother to you. Cmon this is fun right now lol not gonna continue what bible words goes on after that separating me and you ok bruh
My neice was beautiful when I met her when I first held her she was already crying and when I got her she was all of a sudden snorting for ten seconds and sucking her thumb my sister in law said wow she found her thumb alonso didn’t find his thumb when she was a baby it was adorable I felt her heartbeat it was so loud and she was calm like nothing I ever felt
I changed my bank acct # sat afternoon n just had sleep after my sis spent the night out and came back Sunday am 6:30. Parents came home n noon evening.
Got a bunch of threats of the next 48 hrs and pics of my house lol hacking me and threatening to take me away bro . Peace Amman you took so much money from me and putting a price on me idk you goodnite
No I’m not in the mood to read at all today I cut my toe opening the garage door waking up this morning to get my yoga mat and miserable for the past two Tuesday’s now just spots of concussions and arguments with my mom I didn’t want to go out with her yesterday to apply for a credit card at her bank because I know I’ll be denied of my scores and this morning $87 on mouse traps and it’s all my fault but she been drinking soda since the day I was born and o told her I can remember the times we talked because there was the only time and o never knew anything about her til i was 10 -12 yrs old of lying to me my head and heart hurts of arguing and I don’t feel like reading
Gonna finish painting while my sister left to church class to be my nieces godmother I turned it down don’t think I can do it gonna be her and someone a cousin friend Camilo wanted it to be 3 godmothers for princess aurora
Goodmorning have a Good Friday guess what the hospital and my sister working on fixing the domestic violence center. And my boss is out til 12/08 because Miguel told me she fell on hurt her bottom being on the front office. I just miss my best friends because it frustrating getting a lot of confusing fights and my ex boyfriends just complain about me all the time noise complaints on a weekend it never gonna work out.
Home sweet home having a good weekend I had a nice talk with the Asian neighbor of mine yesterday and today she came up to me in my block before ending my run with her 1/2 of dogs chihuahuas her name is Mochi I forgot the other one name. She said oh that’s so good you excersice and keep it up I tell her it’s been 5 yrs doing it again. And then she started talking you know be careful around here because it can be evil it can be bad don’t trust anyone around here you know I’m old I’ve seen enough and then she started saying you I go to church and go home you married no? Kids respect you more when ur married lol I was married but my husbands passed away. I’m ready to go I’m ready to leave this earth the worst is so evil now there’s nothing left for me here . lol all in one talk. I said don’t say that because the world is bad you have to think of what can you do to make it better because once you leave you think of oh what did you do you didn’t do enough it wasn’t ur time why don’t you go into activities at ur church because she catholic go to the church in San Gabriel visit her husband by the church do you have a kids yes a daughter she lives with me she’s in her 30s she went to Disney land today . But yeah be careful take care of ur self that’s all the running you do and ur done yeah because my dad had skin cancer lol. Then she left I also talked to my neighbors mom Evelyn now she’s on a respirator . I didn’t know of her chronic conditions Monday night. She said that after her chronic condition she got sick 3 times by medication she didn’t know how strong it was and she on cellutis in her knees and she had to get a catheter but the ppl put it in wrong and she got sick because they put it in her and we talked about tuna salad she had a nurse with her girl lil younger than me Asian and Bella was slamming on the backyard door like she was knocking so cute and then Lezley cake we also talked about eating healthy and jeopardy what I like to watch school work and hope she gets better she had a half sandwich to eat from tops to eat later and I asked and texted Lezley later for dinner
It’s just a regular night to you but I won’t know why my screen windows open but pretending My study buddy’s home right counting my grey tshirts since Friday.no the neighbors don’t know my name
I don’t understand why my sisters got paid Wednesday and just asks for money every time my Zelle sent $120 and she said she didn’t get anything. This is frustrating when we fight and it’s for a nice purse for my mom. My mom sugar drinking habit just hits my ocd
New health enrollment 2 Thursday’s ago I was throwing away $250 every paycheck due to allowance and I fixed it to go straight to my health plan. Disabilities great right lol and I’m getting a $184.00 due to failure to hire based on medical process with a HR and county 3 yrs ago. Have a nice Friday shotguns every corner of the new domestic violence center.
I want to cry because most likely I won’t be able to get my retainers til 2020 if I wanna save $ or period because there’s always something important or emergency. I’ll finish my painting have a nice day
My medical benefits as of 01/01/2020: $699.88 kaiser hospital. Dental ppo $29.57 optional group term life insurance 3x salary $7.22 dependent term life insurance after tax benefit $3.33 . AD&D insurance $3.00 health care spending acct $200. Dependent care acct $0.00. Administrative fee $3.79 .... total methyl cost $949.89 county benefits allowance $987.12 your pre tax deduction $942.03 your post tax deduction $7.866 taxable cash (allowance pre tax deduction) $45.09. I been throwing away $250 health care spending this past year of allowance in the “Use it or lose it” rule.
Early to my doctors appointment and my dad is making Chilequiles I could of have that for breakfast and it’s the coldest it’s been in 4-5 years in the 40s-60s I been sleeping in sweats. I got my hair braided for thanksgiving by Dominique again and this time super tight and fast I wanted to cry my hairs long and thick and healthy fairly split ends I need to do a condition can’t wait and I got my shoes on Veterans Day or the week before I forgot. Last Saturday night my ex texted me hey U, hey what’s up, how r you - just saying hi- goodnight, I’m good u? Shit just got out of jail but just saying hi, ok when?, since February the 10 of October- I was in there for 9 months, wow sorry for that why in the am, how have you been Then Saturday, I’m good, that’s good I’m glad you’re ok now, happy thanksgiving happy thanksgiving last night. At least it’s something even tho idk why he went most likely possession lol.
Yes it’s a credit card my credit is gonna go up but I know it’s too soon to get surgery in December they said if not not then I have to wait til January to schedule an appointment and go for it . I wanna help the cat first if I can get Garfield that would be I have to today catch and release cage from the shelter.
Yes it’s a credit card my credit is gonna go up but I know it’s too soon to get surgery in December they said if not not then I have to wait til January to schedule an appointment and go for it . I wanna help the cat first if I can get Garfield that would be I have to today catch and release cage from the shelter.
I had ice cream for dinner. And menudo for breakfast. I wanted from my break room for possessions JK yellow sweater girl I like to float and point fingers and have epileptic seizures in my naps I knocked out 3 times after I got hit in the head shut up please lol
Home 3- times therapy 9:30am my nieces game 12:15 and gift rejection of truck picture paint me $5 ornaments from old lady China and arts n crafts store for a wreath gnite
My thanksgiving is good and I’m coming down from this mountain climb I’ve had for 3 mths now, and I don’t wanna think about my next painting to do because of the oil paint that can get dry and 3 bks unfinished before 2019. And I called again this am to see if I can just go for it surgery but I would need a consultation again the receptionist said the resident will call me. The cat Garfield got close and I gave him/her soup menudo for lunch I had my plate down and she came to sniff in the bowl but it was hot and I followed her with the plate to the front and drive way and then she sat meowed busses and walked away and it was a sitting duck story every step of the way maybe she can jump in the bag and go next time weekend I hope when I find the right hospital it’s a horrible scab under her eye . Ok bye now I have a fever I had sugar for dinner all weekend . I also have training 12/10-12 in Santa Fe springs like I did a few mths ago lol so I’m just biting my tongue on not taking a day off
Today’s Tuesday and I’m so late in turning in my timesheet, I hope I can keep track of my paycheck how it fluctuates when it’s late I got confused with turning in my time clock sign in for the month. What other cities am I from this past year wow I can’t guess I tell you. My friend said hey what’s up again before going to bed doing the same thing to at least we’re on good terms
Nothing is right at home my birds or mouse did a whole hay mess Sunday / Monday morning Khalifa thinks she’s a vulture when she walks around or a cat and I forgot to post Lisa’s tree branch out of her nest she did then she took it down I been looking history stuff up
I said goodnight to my ex goodnight travon I hope he says it back so I can stop being The way I am goodnight . Oh and twitter 01-01-2020 policies by Friday it’s done. Ok blue
It’s Thursday and I feel great today saying goodnight so Goodmorning I swear I’m clumsy lol. And Sean’s in jail too since September I been knowing for a mth Carlos left me two voicemails like idk what’s up I don’t get a hey wassup first .
Going to a Xmas party in Altadena with my sister . Left a voice mail with my friend and my cousin he hit me up we talked on Wednesday after lunch at work on the phone boy with two phones. Bye
Christmas party today 4:30pm and got sad news my brothers might be closing because the owner doesn’t want to renew the contract in renting the building wants to move to Orange County anyways and now pushing to sell. Just great so my training yesterday I already did in August so the trainer said I could leave or if I wanna stay I said no got to work 9:20am tired as hell. Hoping for a good weekend babysitting whil my sis in law going to a teachers conference and invited in return Sunday 11am for a Christmas sleigh ride on a train in rancho cucomanga . Have a good day
Omg why was there A knife Tuesday morning than another same knife this morning by my Chinese moms house on the island jogging this morning??? Is ur friends dog missing g?
In the month of November 53 % of urine tests were not finished and unnecessary before testing inpatients make suresymptons of fever is diagnosed and such emails .
Third knife found replacing two why get two brown steak when you can get a serrated knife for boning and fish I’m done bye omg and I forgot five days now some random person on the neighborhood app dming for what idk
Anyways going to Max’s Birthday tonight today his birthday!!! And he’s 9 now. I missed my tio Walters Wednesday 60 something, and my cousins the third I think I was thrown off from thanksgiving because I always remember my Todd’s birthday from one time eating chocolate cake for him. My nephew river thinks I’m so beautiful from Zoe’s party while I was sleep
There’s dog poop in my front lawn I found when I came back from church and cupcakes idk how it got there if there’s a missing dog or what that wondered in last night in front law of my parents window and I smelled it cleaned it touched it with my hand and . I’m going to sleep now today was fun I worked out late I slept last night around 9pm and I’m wondering if I got my phone at 5am I don’t remember I knocked out at 1am and woke up at 6:57AM like why is the phone on my bed and my uncles cigarettes by the garage door in. k going to sleep bye
My dad went to a funeral earlier today for a cousin near an Francisco and he thinks it’s funny to not tell me shit but my sister. Response time pics driving like I get it man you don’t have to wave ur hands out the window to see if I’m gonna grab the wheel. Goodnight hurry home I feel so stupid yeah M I get it too welcome back
My dad went to a funeral with his brothers Monday near Sacramento my uncle Luis drove All together he got home 4am my uncle was same age as my dad due to cancer I guess cancer runs in the family he had blonde hair name Madnelle or something lol he was my grandpas nephews he was uncle to their parents. My dads side is big and I even had an aunt and uncle that were a priest and nun. My mom yesterday had a horrible rash so did my sister Wednesday I saw it my moms body was covered in red rashes around neck and arm they both thinks it’s a brown coat could have something but this am my sisters face was swollen and hives it looked crazy she might get off early and her job got floating holidays she might get some days off next wks and I got January 6-8 off 3 days after New Years to just rest. Might go to the mall tonight maybe out of town depending what time I get home. I got only one gift only getting one gift I got him an arcade machine I have no money due to all the sweet stuff lol and here goes to Uber tonight my coworker Wednesday morning asked if I wanna car pool with her so I’m gonna ask if tonight if everybody’s off early. I been sweating in my sleep soaking hypothermia jk thinking of donating clothes or used bags to work or church but lol ok that’s a pet peeve I don’t like donating clothes and because of the obvious reason that’ll be recycling. No we don’t get along brain II
My doctors tour with docter applicants ... and new volunteers ... and workers case workers girls ... It’s great . Lol I’m gonna get more cookies leftovers are good .
Talking so much and your hair cut never comes out right swipe swipe swipe swipe no not reading cases and my job offered online courses during work hrs for enrichment and career path finding I am halfway on memory builder and speed reading not even doing it so there’s that bye over 100+ games
Going to bed n�� q the Christmas party with my family was fun my cousin almas friend Linda was out last weekend in la and in a mosh pit and whoever performed I’m guessing Sunday night accident kicked her in the face. And my neice Alaric’s can’t wait for 2020 concerts for scotch. Idk if my cousin was there last weekend Sunday I think whoever wrapped goodnight Bling bling bling my robin Lisa is flown out of my sight I was arms in the cage cleaning and she flew out was gonna come back in but got scared, I hope our blue jay finds her.
This weekend i dreamt I was a rag doll and a little girl was crying for me and I heard her tears and then I was put in a cage. After I fell on the floor. The mall was so fun I wish I can smell goodnight tomorrow after work my fam will be home waiting for me and everything will be right
Going home with my coworker again it’ll be a good drive all the way to my neice and nephew . I still have my tv maybe fix it tonight . My lips are always dry and my skin my sister dropped me off I hope they decide to get a flu shot my sister had sushi last Tuesday and me and my mom last Wednesday’s night and had the same food breakfast and dinner for two wks now her face is full of hives and my moms feet is full of rashes she wore slippers to the mall
My cousin patty was the Virgin Mary and my cousin jermy just him came his girlfriends fam party was the same night and my cousin Ryan phone decided to be a new phone number owner with replies such as “this phone is no longer in service, stop”
Back home from checking my paycheck $100 short and that $1,000 bonus was one time only last year . Chocolate eggnog My neice loves me so much omg she stares at me all day and wants me to pick her up and today was funny faces and everyone forgets how quiet she is she’s so quiet when she’s not hungry doesn’t cry or screams
I’m just crying al morning because for three wks straight I feel like I been pulling my hair out and my scalp feels so sensitive I can’t stop scratching my scalp like it’s hot. My hair guy won’t be back til January 10 so instead of washing my hair 3-4 days it’s 3 days or it just looks thin and dead omg my sister been taking oatmeal baths they need their flu shots or what
Every 1st Wednesday and second Wednesday is money wire between me and my sister, sorry late movie for the birdies and a video game for my brothers birthday this 4th weekend bye calendar
My friends so dumb scaring me at 11 at night saying you’re not even here with a pic of his Iv in his arm for a clog removal out of his arteries at the doctors he’s at Thousand Oaks hospital since last night and it was an appt not no urgent message he sent to me in his iCloud I didn’t read and replied on my way to work for problems the past year they said he has Iscermia and he had bs from the last hospital they’ll release him today once they get my paperwork from the last one
Wondering It’s 2020 and I ant taking no more half messages of “ there’s blood on my tee but what’s up with you “ anymore . Work it out with yourself why my x friend gotta wear a polo with blood on it 23 hrs ago talking about oh this I’m gonna hit him up Idk who had their headlights on with ugly cologne New Years night pull ups
Enjoy the rest of your night I’m not calling texting anyone that doesn’t want to talk to me: my friends surgery pent surgery is tomorrow and I have to go feed my birds now
2011 post work out for me with a White Russian and I’m listening to: L It’s Sunday and my sister in law had Mexico 3 days Friday thru Monday up for anybody to want the rooms my bro went back to clean out the garage I only had two beers yesterday and and two White Russians Friday night and New Years 3 glasses of twines and New Year’s Day skinny calories beer two of them and some sips of wine in the am it’s liquor everywhere and today but yes I am a little hung over to drink a lot again lol.
3 days off took my birds to the vet kidney infections got antibiotics and antiflammatory hope it helps them change their minds about diet and I’m gonna make sure they do and got wraps from the docter for softer perches if not tree branches for better holds. And my sister stayed home. Going to bed now my friend still in the hospital til he gets checked by the cardiologist My x friend said Mary Xmas Christmas Day morning 4 am and bob too if I wanted to see him that day Xmas day I said I had work him too aww he lives in bellflower I said that’s too far it’s closer than riverside yeah but I work early that’s it to sum it up goodnight
Because I like wearing my seatbelt leave me alone my weekend was good except the whole freeway had to close and the Uber driver used my phone as a charger the end
Home another night I had orange juice this morning Sunday me my sister in law my cousin apex and sister and nephew went to get the juices it’s all in the same store as a ice cream store and pie restaurant and tea spot ride with my cousin we parked in the street found a ticket that ended at we got there 6:01pm -6:51pm at the corner had our ice cream showed us her project selling them $35 and $65 for a set toy and crib and sold two done two has an order amt over i forgot 12 or more I think and her gym trainers took pics with them super cool tossing the toy in the air making it like space I actually got the price from her sister she only told me the set then she left to bell at the 6:54 time my nephew had two ice creams and he likes to time himself 5 mins using my phone how cute is that okay bye oh and my cousin G school daughters friends parents are funny dressed up as a gym teacher and actually wants to be a comedian there u go I’m just learning how to count and read all over again
I haven’t seen my cats today at all and there’s a slice of ham paper on the floor I wonder where it came from because I haven’t left that out at all from when I gave them and my brothers dog all weekend they left Monday morning,
Anyways tomorrow once I’m done painting after it has been framed I’m going to give it to my cousin this weekend along with my cousin Hs jacket she let me wear on my nephews birthday because it was cold before leaving to the airport. Goodnight
Work tomorrow I donated 10lbs of cat food last night after making dinner waiting. So probably why the mouse chewed off some of my the same 3 lb weights . Goodnight dinner for my bro with friends Saturday night
My neice Mia practice tomorrow again 6:30-8pm babysititing or picking up indoor soccer by my house off Altadena drive gn my cousin apex loved the tuna salad mostly ate it all lmao!
My dad got a haircut last night Vicente didn’t even bother to let me know he’s back today and then finally replied today yes I’m back I’m available next week but mija me cutting ur hair is not gonna help at all I cut two inches. Omg I know what two inches look like What r u using for hair product i cut more than 2 inches is impossible to have solid ends Paul Mitchell gel and leave in conditioner I’m sorry but I do my hair is going straight to curly it’s tangled at the ends I can cut more but maybe ur hair texture is changing is not because i did not cut enough but i cut more if like Yes I know I’m sorry i remember when I used to cut it every 4 mths. My moms was the same her hair was straight young then curly I’m sorry :( No mija dont feel sorry I’m just saying buy cutting more is not can help thet all Okay thank you I’m available whenever you are i just want to get the volume . Really who do I need to go to too get a straight answer my cousin had to pick thru my hair and said you don’t have split ends tho on our way to the ice cream shop o I don’t but it’s tangled.
My nephew was breastfeeding a doll this afternoon at the kids gym then threw his face in the couch arm. When my fam went to Europe the day they left my nephew in the backyard fell as I was cleaning the cages he then said “Help me” . He doesn’t like talking to me he just repeats what I say or flop his feet around. so I’m just confused with him. My bro has a cropped friend not a walker but the walker crutches from the baptism black my sisters age. And so my nephew just in his own world of thinking he can be a regular kid. with
Yes my sis boyfriend was her this morning and tonight going to his sister died last week from an illness possibly tumor so sad don’t know when funeral . I was talking about him this am in therapy
My dad get his hair cut off Altadena & lake he said don’t tell Vicente I hope I get my haircut this week and I just wanna know for the second time coming to the park with the engine running in the Jeep but in a van with the lights on with a smell of cheap cologne, and pressing on the gas this time Friday morning because that’s so rude I listen to my playlist out loud. Goodnight my sisters boyfriend came back this morning 11am in a suit after last night I was sleep and my parents had my charger so I thought of sleeping in and is out all day, goodnight. Oh and one syringe is missing of my birds for my Lola her 5 days end today and I know I’m skipping 13 hrs I told the doctors. Goodnight
So I woke up this morning totally thinking it was 2:10 am and worked out and when I finished working out I thought it was 7am time to leave woke everyone up my sister was outside it was 6:50 I was calling her everywhere she was outside with her boyfriend because he left the car got a flat tire and yesterday going out someone swiped the rear view mirror after 4:10pm obviously coming home from getting My shirts and bird food, and my dad got dinner I didn’t because I had a beer. Have a nice Monday my parents
For three days straight I been wondering when’s my cousins birthday on Thursday morning I dreamt I was at a family birthday party for my cousin chito we had a party at a gym my nieces and nephews were with me. The cats last night thought they were horses in the street they love the moonlight. I finished my painting I told my cousin I want to give it to her we might go to my brothers house tomorrow for the day my sister has a breakfast with her boss meeting Monday morning on a holiday. Goodnight my right ring toe hurts and I don’t remember hitting anything at all I didn’t hit anything at all because I just woke up from a nap and stretch and it hurts. Last Thursday night I woke up from my sleep at 10:30 from hurting my nose real bad and it’s still sore I stuffed my face in the pillow with my glasses in my sleep
Stopped giving my birds medication Sunday morning after Khalifa bit my index finger they’re fine now. Wondering if the possum or bird pulled the lavender out my backyard roses. Goodnight I think the cats want to give a late Christmas present to the next door neighbors I swear
My wages is: $4,4242.87 federal taxes $4884.48 Medicare wages 47,652.68 and Medicare taxes withheld $690.96 deferred retirement 3409.81 state wages $44242.87 $1408.90. Can’t wait to get a day off feb. 18th and for the third time calling the cosmetology saying they’ll call me back in no time left a message again I said please that day same day as kaiser please. Can’t wait to do my taxes and it’s my sister in laws moms bday Rest In Peace 13 years
Home sweet home I went to my brothers instead of donating blood I didn’t realize because this year is a leap year all the dates messed up by days I scheduled it in a Monday . And my coworker dropping me off of Aallen Filipino market I got lily flowers tea bag instead of my house that I shouldn’t donate blood instead because it takes 6 mths to recover and i want my surgery before than. I didn’t use a pull up bar today I used a 26 pounder for my squats instead of a 10lb and I used a 32 lbs for lifts instead of pull up bars to do my weights I guess it worked idk I hope it did I got a nose bleed my last nose bleed was last Tuesday morning so whatever I hop it worked, i think my dad tried to record a swinger porn special on the adult channel at 9pm on accident Thursday night by accident. I’m going to bed now goodnight
And a resident reached out to me 8:30am Thursday morning to get my papers together I emailed it to the office Friday morning for an call back everything to soon for a appt same day as February 18th Tuesday
Turned in my taxes yesterday 5pm with my tax lady after inbox full, got my health benefit card checked it when I got home $2,600 for the whole year, and rejected time request it’s either let me get a day off sooner if the residents can’t wait and please kaiser sooner than March between available feb 24-28th I’m hurt March 16th -and 26th 7:15ams the operators said try back tomorrow 8:30am when they’re here NO lol why can’t they call me back and I rejected my friends call what is this don’t worry about my bed time with the what’s good Yes I’m embarrassed to talk to you it was a fight over the phone to the parking lot and I had to ask where she parked her car against the building like a psycho fly on the wall borrowing her sisters charger and she heard me and my sister argue the whole place heard me
The waiting game still from any doctors, but good news I paid all my bills ahead and of course my parents rent for me not til the 15th and the refrigerator broke except the water machine. Fixing it and idk how much. And the worker is on my sisters room since last Tuesday Monday - Friday work days. Going out with my friend on his way unusually what he says because he says he’ll come thru and then doesn’t
Haven’t talked to my friend jo since last Sunday I wonder what’s wrong maybe he’s going out with a black girl he’s dating now for the past few weeks going out to cake factory and all, I threw up 6 times going to the movies with him in the theatre at the trash can 3 times and we left half way on the movie 1 liquor 3 1/8 beer lol money x and I have 164.48 reward money from my credit card goodnight I know I annoyed u
My cousin got in a car accident rear end and got scanned all negative just a concussion lol idk if he stayed overnight but was home today I got sad because a concussion is more serious than I thought goodnight my friends annoying second bowl this week goodnight tomorrow
I just wish my parents can stop asking, and desperately to stop asking me how much I make every paycheck until I’m irritated and then say why do you get so upset. I want to keep my job so badly I’m scared all the time when we get in a fight that my parents will beat my ass and take everything away from me that moment. Because they don’t respect me saying I don’t want to talk about how much I’m paying or when ur getting a car it’s time to get a car you need a car first no I need a face first so ppl can stop asking me what’s wrong, my parents need to respect me not wanting to talk about how much I make. Can’t they ask me how was my day and be my side for once. I’m asking this because it pushes me to want to do other things. I miss my friends. I want to hang with my friends. So I wanna know what do you want from me if we’re done doing what we’re doing? Relationships aren’t perfect so why keep beating a dead fish if it’s dead?
My mom got a file of complaint against her in the mail and I got a letter of lawsuit from when anyone was in jail between 2005-2011 wow $200 for every time I was in there just one darn. So telling myself to watch my hands in expressing my deaf and slow speech self in new places bc I’m not around ppl I know again anymore this is so heart fling my mom got on today, wow
Just me tonight while my sister goes to a 20s party gonna get something to make it close to just saying go out to eat by myself but nvm paint inside maybe goodnight. And my parents at my brother tomorrow cake shrimp potatoes maybe. And I answered car lo call making it look like he got beat up he said he woke up with chest pains. Yesterday everything stunk like dog crap at work and rotten eggs
My sister got next weekend confused for this weekend of going out went to the mall and when she put on her make up her friend said no it’s next weekend I’ll text you wow. So this morning a boy in an audimobile at the gas station took so much tome to fill up the tank went up to my sister since we’re next to each other and said hello I’m not from around here I think ur gorgeous blah blah can I get ur Instagram number LOL I never know the full story what I heard he said Awwww i don’t anything around here I just moved here from Chicago oh ok black blah blah we left how much gas he was putting in his or alone idk I hope they not new neighbors that would be fun. I’m sleeping the toilet was making noises when we got home last mth period was fine but like always it’s a demon this time painful and I wanna know if anyone had them like me. Goodnight yeah idk if it’s really you texting me when my cousin took me home saying smiles ur embarrassing me again - okay then if you don’t like that I won’t do it like what tell you that blue is my favorite color. So that’s that if it’s one of many burner acts I just call them how I see them if they’re fake or not. Goodnight 10 already and a girl dming for 3 yrs wants to face time me she always hots me up randomly one try I ignored them I was in my sister care on the way to work Wednesday morning talking bout let’s talk no lol not gonna talk if I don’t have to I’m not using my collect calls for no WONDERING dancing blind around at 4am dms. Aight and oh ur friends ps having a party on pasadena the 14th have fun Ok not the plug bye right
:( met my lifelines at Kaiser today Two surgeons they’re attendees doctors Canan is 31 yrs old the other woman idk in her late 30s he’s Indian. And I would need my ribs cartilage and part of my scalp of my head estimate $6800 with kaiser. He took pics and would get back to me and I’m waiting for usc cosmetology. They were touching my skin and they were like did you see how jumpy you got when I touched you why’s are ur eyebrows like that and ur very sensitive - and because I have bad skin idk it could be autoimmune disease I didn’t say I’m anemic firs my blood pressure was 93/then 95 oh because I just worked out. Well we’re booked til May/ June . Have you done patients with ribgraph - and (scalp) yes 30 ribgraphs and 50 scalps. Anyways I got my operative report last Tuesday when I had my taxes signed and signed too I had it 31st but of course it was in junk mail 1,500 & $400 state fee $90 pretty much no exactly 1,998.00 dollars before fees.
Today was brutal honesty of are you okay with knowing that ur nose is never gonna be 100 straight. Half the time was that lol my skin thin super thin dry and ticklish leave me alone
I wanna go to sleep but idk where my bag of my nephew and neice is that has my blue long sleeve shirt at all so goodnight and oh car repair 8am so I’m taking the bus with the only bus card of this mth I got. Goodnight murder myster with my sisters friends tomorrow I’m giggling
My appt was great this weekend getting regular retainers because It’s easier to hold on to and take care of. And it didn’t show my coverage it wasn’t updated so I paid $300 I hope there is $ for paying $29 a month out of my coverage. And Friday night me and my sister are thinking of going to Hawaii in December looking at air bnb and prices when it drops so we can be in a tropical place and when we book well tell our cousisns. And no I deserved being slapped tf all the time by my sister in front of her friends when I think I can drink too much I mean hell im retarded and my grandpa don’t even love us you know when he left my grandma he denied her saying she was with other men and denied the whole family my mom won’t get over how he didn’t let her stay with him I didn’t know since Thursday when she came out here and decided to stay with my aunt. So wreckless. Thank you have a good night
So anyways how was pasadena this weekend Friday? I didn’t call ahead of time to check my appointment and at 10:30 taking a shower I wasn’t registered at all because the doctors private practice is different from hospital and So they registered got my insurance info and now I have to wait and get The 3rd off and My mom didn’t want to go we I stayed home went shopping and baked all weekend went to my nieces play she was just a singer. That’s my weekend so yeah back to my my things.
Hey, Hey what’s up, Shit wyd, How was your day, It was good and yours?, I’m good where u work now, I work at Lacusc medical hospital why? That’s good, Just making conversation but that’s good that you’re staying focus U still live in Pasadena I think it was, Yeah you’re right, I am here still working and staying home you?, Work school kids? Work school kids? , O ok that’s what’s up, Who’s kids, Wyd right now, I’m home Im asking you what about you, Me too, Ok why you need something ? Lol, You look fine with ur fam and all, Trying to be a Daddy me and my Baby mama Coparent I’ll let her handle her business and I watch the kids U look good to I be seeing you, That’s wassup you should, As you should where you be seeing me? I be wanting to say something be I’m trying to be respectful okay I hope you’re doing good idk what’s going on but everything good ur way and your family, life, wealth. It’s all good, Thank u my luv What about u do u get luv, I’m yeah Can’t complain work and saving up for some other things this year lots of love I’m yeah Can’t complain work and saving up for some other things this year lots of love, That’s good I luv to here that, That’s good I luv to here that Maybe we can FaceTime, Do I have pictures of u that u can send me, Ok will u be able to send something, No lol I don’t sorry you can like my pics and let me know comment like turn on notifications that’s how it works right? I’m trynna be famous, Ok Ok but u can Dm me something like a ig video but if u don’t want to just let me know Ok but u can Dm me something like a ig video but if u don’t want to just let me know I don’t get it what ur asking lol Good night Nothing ok
Oh sorry that was March 16th and since that day it was get out of my drive way that weekend so here I am the parks closed pull up bars zip locked but ppl feel special since last Saturday to break it and only the y’all ppl use it except me so whatever red light blue like I mean like what t.f some kids just go to sleep lights out in ur room now I’m going to sleep stolen gas $ 50/13 real gas pump 5 Tuesday morning transaction done 7:34am and no one behind me while my sister waited at the corner and I didn’t get the receipt because I was like no I don’t need it it’s ok . And I have doctors appt cancelled redone April something for therapist I forgot April 3rd for dentist and 24rh for nose consultation I did a whole phone confusesion because my job said no days off but hrs maybe that’s okay because the docter is on campus at my job that day if I make it so goodnight nothing else bye have a good weekend
My coworkers and I are fine it’s a doctors office inside our office Janet my boss from the trailer, sally from training, Alfred who’s an former army vet back in the day thru college, and Elizabeth an old lady that lives in el monte that never picks up her phone the first two times I called for a ride that week and I’m missing 2/3 bus cards in the mth of March goodnight
Today’s my nephews birthday 4 called after dinner but no luck my neice tomorrow big 11 my cousins the 14th drove gave my cousin Cindy bread pudding then my cousin Glendy for flower bushes from my garden forgot to bring camcorder them back. and my sister too on her way doing calls last Sunday 7-7am holiday and this Sunday 10-8pm random scheduling call center for homeless and urgencies.
My friend cut himself after his girlfriend argued in the car. He went to the hospital after a week of being there he got out Saturday night.
My aunts fine she was in the hospital for catsacan after a body reaction to blood thinners I sent my two a postcard them cards of my grandma on her birthday they got it five days last I’ll have everything paid by Friday.
Going to bed goodnight didn’t see my bro and fam this weekend they went to Vegas and all except my bro. Anyways I’m on 4 weeks of being left on read for an authorization I need for my consultation.my birthday was great spent it at home had a tea and hat party. Have a goodnight
Rest In Peace to my uncle passed away after a year of kidney problems and heart failure last Tuesday 2:45pm. This Thursday Friday are the memorial but due to COVID idk if I can make .I wish I could but I’m getting next Friday for Yosemite a trip I took years ago 2014 Labor Day and spending thanksgiving in my hometown :P. Anyways last Halloween was great but got in a confusing fight with my cousin and idk how to take it but I’m trying but it’s been 10 years that I suffered from 3 panic attacks for idk why
Because all I care about are my birds I’m no fun I kill the mood and break away from my fam when I think of my birds and come of rude ahhh ur fired too cousin not me bye
Oh I wish I can be there for you I wish I can touch ur hair it’s so soft but idk how to be towards you and blah blah blah you think everything’s a conspiracy theory no i don’t I just don’t care and idk what ur talking about. So my kitty bowls gone again I wish I can feed my cats but there’s so much crap on the roof that’s it for the last fight and we made up anyways I cleaned the roof on the house except the crap on the sun room side don’t worry I’ll take care of that and oh yeah I lost 8 lbs I haven’t weighed this much for 10 years thank u and take care
Long and perfect nap time world mard I’m going to believe in miracles because last night I saw a bunny rabbit sitting to say hi to me last night on my way to dinner I’m right by the bae and this morning after breakfast walk I saw a bear blind cat that lets everyone pet him in the sun by the dock and I’m going to wish for the rest of my life for miracles We had a friend that lived the last ten years of his blind life with a poodle at my uncles Js house 06 and his name was John
I’m sad to hear not going to my aunts house bc my cousin had an altercation with her boyfriend and he came at her with a knife locked her in the rm accidentally cut her face a few times oldest son broke in took the kids in the car and they left he has 4 charges already and needs help moving out the house and we would like to help her we don’t talk
So tomorrow is my surgery i went and got COVID testing and I just realized this whole time I could of used my health spending allowance of leftover 2,000 + all to my fee ahead of time to save $2000 for my payment I wasn’t aware of my physician fees until I had my last appt because I was told it costs. $6,000 but I didn’t know it would be just the hospital fee and not the anesthesiologist fees I could of used my allowance per doctors appt but i didn’t know if I could to use it outside of my reg health costs since it was considered cosmetic i paid maxed out my card $6,000 & $5,500 from my mom today to cover 3,000 + 7,500.00 And for it to rollover only $550 from my allowance I wasted about $1,750 today that could of gone and saved my mom and she would of only had gave me $3750 today My appts tomorrow 9am can’t wait feeling really I’ll now my stomach wrists hurts for 6 days
Got my procedure today it’s so painful got my meds norxo prescribed but I have to see how I can call it in or paper prescription not summary prescription only 2/3 amox & softener lol I went in at 11:58pm and woke up at 3pm exactly procedure was done around 2:30 I guess from calling my sister waiting all day it hurts I was told they’re gonna ear or rib or cadaver but end they said oh no we didn’t do anything I told them my tip widened nostrils and nose so I’ll see I asked them have u done cosmetic yes we try to do both before my procedure I took a fever reducer and anti nausea I feel fine but I think it’s gonna hit me tomorrow with the mucus it’s a dissolving inside cast so once I start rinsing it’ll slowly dissolve off the week and have a cast over the nose next week I’ll be recovery 2-3. Wish they took some ear to be sure but they I was fine keeping my chin up elevated thank u goodnight and j love my $215 bracelet for Xmas just gotta fix my $600 watch since it’s too big
Anyways 28th 9:30am for my post op for my rhinoplexy and all 3 types of procedures on me my mom got mad at me for doing yoga I told her it’s stretches and blood flow in my head the nurse said no anyways I didn’t look hard enough that the handwritten prescription was in my bag and my sister wasted her time for me to pick it up wel I’ll get it later I never listen
Home from going out this morning my doctor told me yes it was a donor and I have rest til 02/05 and in a week I can go back to excersicing And I’m taking a week off to rest thank you stitches will be dissolve and swelling in a month 26th for my last follow up thank you.
Appointments I go back to work the 15th for psych evaluation and next Thursday 1pm therapy and same time for my dmv I totally forgot I thought I could do it but my nose sore and stitches still show I’ll do it later and waiting for packages are so annoying I’m so impatient
I'm sorry these numbers aren't adding up they were given all to me and your charged $75 instead of $175 but it’s $400s wrong I just wanna know so I can look at new glasses this weekend And sorry these amts so late
1 settlement check from last year already got it not until May for my next. Today my last day of therapy with my therapist until new doctor this is my 3rd doctor in 3 years .
It takes 2 mths for a respond that I’m overcharged $350 something from what I was told and mischarged from doctor fees if it’s taking this long I’m paying full and not going to my follow up on the 30th. I washed my hair a week ago
I’m just waiting for my hospital bill call from medical & hospital services For 3 payments that’s $400 I was quoted $184 08/25 & 2 $175 that I paid $75 10/9 And all 3 is billed $400. 01/12
This Friday I found out the day before my uncle has been diagnosed with prostate cancer and does not want to tell one side of the family because we are separating ourselves from the other family due to property disputes from the triplex home that we all grew up in over the years because the prices was raised to my aunt and cousin decided to move out of leaving my cousin and uncle and aunt family.
My next appt won’t be until July 15th and my appt was free of $700 with endoscopy I didn’t have time to get my doctors note to get my seat and staying home for Mother’s Day kids are sick.
So I decided to pay $940 something dollars today for the balance of physician fees after several tries on why the bill said extra and oh it’s because medical and physical fees on Monday so I just paid it all today Oh and today’s my birthday next thing payment clearly.
Anonymous said... So I decided to pay $940 something dollars today for the balance of fees after several tries on why the bill said extra and oh it’s because medical n to physical fees on Monday so I just paid it all today Oh and today’s my birthday next thing payment
So happy my uncle got good results on his scans cancer is removable for surgery in July, and I looked at my retirement savings I started I have $440 saved so for in 3 mths of 3 years working.
So I was told my primo is having a baby idk how long he’s been with his girlfriend anyways I spend half of my day looking for my sandals would like to keep them in the same place everyday now and instead of 6 steak knives 4 usual there’s 3 and new dinner sets so that’s that.
Applied for disability today it was easier than last time because I had to check on my SS but it was all in one application I hope I can get insurance coverage for my health.
My uncle had a 3rd heart attack then sent home on Saturday after a stem surgery he’s fine home I got my aunt uncle dna kits and my cousin in hope to do them. I have a new therapist since June 16th therapy on every other tuesdays and hope to keep my job after needs improvement quarterly evaluation. It’s been hard year being alone and I want to check on my skin and body for cysts but I hope another month of pushing my appts aug. 12th but I will cancel until I’m totally recovered.
Sad to remember a second cousin that passed away at the age of 36 car accident crash and burn Friday night his name was refrain it was a truck he just bought off the island into a tree.
My 2nd cousin died Thursday night around 3am identified by 3pm by his brother by his smile idk if truck too the tree is cut down already he has no kids just a girlfriend by himself, no details from where. He’s my uncle Alfred who has a restaurant in our home country rose mix and my uncle Alfredo is my grandpas 1/2 brother Philipe my other grand uncle name is Jesus and my grand aunt name is Margarita who became a nun we have the same color eyes and tall
I wish this fighting wasn’t about my hair because I cut it I’m waiting to take some dermatology tests for any skin disorders it’s a silence treatment and I think it’s unfair but I’ll leave it alone now.
My cousin passed away going 85 on a 45 zone area memorial sept 18th my dads side of the family have had 11-12 to 25 kids at a time by my aunt uncle generation he is my tia anitas son of 12 siblings and efrain is one of 6
Got in a car accident on 8/26 on my way to work it was my fault making a right and the total for the accident to fix my car is $500 and I got insured for 2 days now $138 a month. Today I got a new interest rate for my school loans of a total 86,000 to 20 years 666.31 -568.50 a month starting November on the15th now that $96 less than usual %5.89 with -.25 discount auto pay to help me pay my insurance and fix my parents car for this month.
My father was in a hit n run wreck this Tuesday morning 4x total with our rental but I got my stim and everything will be taken care of. And my derm appt is next sat yes we talked me and you and I’m sorry we don’t get along I tried to be talk about everything but we don’t get along at all lately yes my appt is next sat.
Visited my auntie Yesterday and when I got there I tried to reach for the remote it was her handgun loaded with a few bullets missing without the case and she had no explanation for me what it was when I guessed that it was “tia is that a handgun? “ and she said yes it’s a revolver 22 . I just want her to be okay and free from holding any feelings all I know is she likes to prticate in church as a Laderstants Chrisian. She asked me to join her group. She also has a friend from OC that she likes to know over the years name Ed I met him once the first I was at her house in 2014 she’s been living in the apt The only relationship she ever told me about is an Ex that was abusive and was in a gang. I’m waiting for my hero bonus and settlement that’ll be given the 1st this year next year and the following in 3 payments.
Also my uncle had a stroke and no one knew until he called his daughter and they didn’t know what was wrong with him on the phone until he was mumbling on the phone he was out and didn’t want to drink anymore with his friends he lives alone ex wife step mom half mom.
Home from a few weeks vacation n holidays my pets n new five babies had a vet visit my cousin friend is a bird taker he gave medicine n probiotics to give to the birds got in a fight with my parents over water because there’s vitamin water n I still have the water I believe they’re highly intelligent and I want to hope they take the water without any extreme changes. My finches are3 + years n parakeet 5 years the rest are babies making babies born November 21st. Mesh cover on Wednesday skirt now they listen to me . I’m not a professional but I would like suggestions please. I do not want to take medication I do not want to fight anymore I’m sorry I love my friends family friends n I’m making a wreath stocking for my job . I think we should talk I think we should celebrate together whenever we feel the need for it I do believe in saying no to what I do not want to do n I just don’t like it when u say I heard u I heard u. N you told me shut the f up n you were ok with that. I don’t believe ye is bi polar there is depression n if you tell me ur gonna stop or I’ll throw the birds out that hurt my feelings I don’t like it when you tell me it’s all ur fault what we do well I have money so if you want me to leave fine I can move to an apartment in Palmdale away from all the drama I had here.
Finally talked to manager because I was depressed due to my accident and she said I’ll never get better please take meds. and my bird broke his leg traumatized my a hawk who killed his brother it’s been 3 wks since separated in a tank to heal too young for surgery too late for cast my bills came out to $729 and rebuilding my bathroom cost $2,500 including things I just wish they say hi to me but I guess it’s because I’m sick what my mom tells me and they’re putting my sister on their business card well I hope you u enjoy ur time I’m doing a lot more things at work I’m happy for that I had covid my bills will a part of my taxes $1,500 and $500 I hope to take my birds to the vet again and an Xray to show healing isn’t a problem and my cousins husband is a bird train or vitamins isn’t a problem either. Anyways, when I’m done with that I’ll be saving up for things hope all is well for you and wish we can have fun like we used to and my alopecia is getting better as of hair loss. Meaning maybe braids for sure thank you again.
My chiropractors like to reminded me everytime my left leg is an inch shorter than my right leg. Thank you doctor my mom is okay she was scared she was gonna have Alzheimer’s but she had a doctors appt Thursday a brain scan or something and they said she’s fine she’s had bellpalsey before and diabetes
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«Oldest ‹Older 1401 – 1600 of 1628 Newer› Newest»So I hope my sisters ok with getting her surprise oh they called me in tomorrow surgery today for removing glass in her arm, I been told her that saying it was a possible strain no glass in her left bicep from the accident. Gonna make my usual care packages order now here with my Adrhma attack clinic. Um first day of official work mr. K popps was a day of an earthquake 25 yrs ago they told him go home on 10/01 so his badge of official day is 10/4. And every packet of 20 is one trans pics and all with oh detected 10 yrs ago hiv positice and 5 yrs aids positive it gets sad incomes none-1,000 a mth avg. I’m on the month of July so if I’m good pace by Friday I’ll be ok and I have 113 vacation hrs and 90 sick with 40 idk half sick. So that’s only 40 hrs of I’m gonna be off don’t bother me lol plus 1
Movie date with my aunt I’m joking in ideas and my cousin got an ugly real bloody ugly bug bite she went to the doctors for yesterday idk should o invite her or my cousin out again this weekend no I’m broke again as hell with my phone due to be broken with updates of everything but a gram
So happy today’s Friday
I’m staying home this wkend I’m sure goodnight
I’m just tired Imgonna wake up tomorrow and Saturday a long driving day back and forth and bday party in my grandmas home for our family martini friends forever baby. Goodnight I’m athletic
I can tell how guilty you are by the way you yell at me over a simple question over how I need to not spending money but I gave you & and you want more. What do you want from me because when I get my taxes and I can’t afford what I need I’m out of here I don’t care anymore I’m tired of I locked gates and excuses
If they don’t want me to be their friend I can find another friend you don’t have to paint the world pink for me okay. - love always hair cutting and frog throat lessons and cry me a cross class
My friend had a friend get on the phone last night to say hi to me and I didn’t know who it was after he said hello stranger I said hi Carlos then he said It's me. A friend.. Lol que haces? He’s been out for a week already. I wish he can just put that announcement himself instead of me. Because 1thats so messed up back to work .
The biggest joke of the past ten years: a drunk ass hell dad who exposes himself thru the window to the neighbors and his daughter who’s a whore and not even 18 following boys and gets teased by everyone. Goodnight therapy until next Friday 2pm check in call and 30th sat 9:30am does my dad wants to go with me cuz my right eye hurts looking at this cat and the doubles triples bird food price
Can’t wait to see my cousins game 2:30 Mia and 3:30 ryder
Went to the movies last night had drive they tacos didn’t finish eating my but a wrap chalupa and taco got popcorn and nachos and a slurped but I put so much salt n butter I asked if I can get another I did got home and slept . Lol I haven’t seen the cat in a week now he’s probably the dude with the pink shirt on favorite Friday night the 11th midnight parking with a friend on our corner shop. You can roam now
He was breathing all hard next to my window too Friday night 3am a mth half ago
And that’s my neice ever my cousin Cindy doesn’t know whether to put her in archery class and paint the world pink for her.
Ok can we have a nice day now my room smells and I just wanna clean it have lunch before going out while my parents left to my neice who knows how to FaceTime and smile already
Today was just another day. Godnight- love me while my sisters house because I don’t feel like watching scary movie by myself while these birdies tucked in
Dear, you don’t even k ow I’m like a brother to you. Cmon this is fun right now lol not gonna continue what bible words goes on after that separating me and you ok bruh
I know you intentionally do this to hurt me and so on thank you for asking others to forgive me lol
5-21 Daniela goodnight lol
I changed my voicemail today
Phone number+*
My neice was beautiful when I met her when I first held her she was already crying and when I got her she was all of a sudden snorting for ten seconds and sucking her thumb my sister in law said wow she found her thumb alonso didn’t find his thumb when she was a baby it was adorable I felt her heartbeat it was so loud and she was calm like nothing I ever felt
I changed my bank acct # sat afternoon n just had sleep after my sis spent the night out and came back Sunday am 6:30. Parents came home n noon evening.
Got a bunch of threats of the next 48 hrs and pics of my house lol hacking me and threatening to take me away bro . Peace Amman you took so much money from me and putting a price on me idk you goodnite
No I’m not in the mood to read at all today I cut my toe opening the garage door waking up this morning to get my yoga mat and miserable for the past two Tuesday’s now just spots of concussions and arguments with my mom I didn’t want to go out with her yesterday to apply for a credit card at her bank because I know I’ll be denied of my scores and this morning $87 on mouse traps and it’s all my fault but she been drinking soda since the day I was born and o told her I can remember the times we talked because there was the only time and o never knew anything about her til i was 10 -12 yrs old of lying to me my head and heart hurts of arguing and I don’t feel like reading
I’m gonna stay home tonight peace and love
Gonna finish painting while my sister left to church class to be my nieces godmother I turned it down don’t think I can do it gonna be her and someone a cousin friend Camilo wanted it to be 3 godmothers for princess aurora
C&c sanctuary under construction goodnight
Sick with flem and gas I keep burping sore one more day of work I had a fever or sinus laying at the desk during brk burping
Goodmorning have a Good Friday guess what the hospital and my sister working on fixing the domestic violence center. And my boss is out til 12/08 because Miguel told me she fell on hurt her bottom being on the front office. I just miss my best friends because it frustrating getting a lot of confusing fights and my ex boyfriends just complain about me all the time noise complaints on a weekend it never gonna work out.
Home sweet home having a good weekend I had a nice talk with the Asian neighbor of mine yesterday and today she came up to me in my block before ending my run with her 1/2 of dogs chihuahuas her name is Mochi I forgot the other one name. She said oh that’s so good you excersice and keep it up I tell her it’s been 5 yrs doing it again. And then she started talking you know be careful around here because it can be evil it can be bad don’t trust anyone around here you know I’m old I’ve seen enough and then she started saying you I go to church and go home you married no? Kids respect you more when ur married lol I was married but my husbands passed away. I’m ready to go I’m ready to leave this earth the worst is so evil now there’s nothing left for me here . lol all in one talk. I said don’t say that because the world is bad you have to think of what can you do to make it better because once you leave you think of oh what did you do you didn’t do enough it wasn’t ur time why don’t you go into activities at ur church because she catholic go to the church in San Gabriel visit her husband by the church do you have a kids yes a daughter she lives with me she’s in her 30s she went to Disney land today . But yeah be careful take care of ur self that’s all the running you do and ur done yeah because my dad had skin cancer lol. Then she left I also talked to my neighbors mom Evelyn now she’s on a respirator . I didn’t know of her chronic conditions Monday night. She said that after her chronic condition she got sick 3 times by medication she didn’t know how strong it was and she on cellutis in her knees and she had to get a catheter but the ppl put it in wrong and she got sick because they put it in her and we talked about tuna salad she had a nurse with her girl lil younger than me Asian and Bella was slamming on the backyard door like she was knocking so cute and then Lezley cake we also talked about eating healthy and jeopardy what I like to watch school work and hope she gets better she had a half sandwich to eat from tops to eat later and I asked and texted Lezley later for dinner
It’s just a regular night to you but I won’t know why my screen windows open but pretending My study buddy’s home right counting my grey tshirts since Friday.no the neighbors don’t know my name
I don’t understand why my sisters got paid Wednesday and just asks for money every time my Zelle sent $120 and she said she didn’t get anything. This is frustrating when we fight and it’s for a nice purse for my mom. My mom sugar drinking habit just hits my ocd
New health enrollment 2 Thursday’s ago I was throwing away $250 every paycheck due to allowance and I fixed it to go straight to my health plan. Disabilities great right lol and I’m getting a $184.00 due to failure to hire based on medical process with a HR and county 3 yrs ago. Have a nice Friday shotguns every corner of the new domestic violence center.
I want to cry because most likely I won’t be able to get my retainers til 2020 if I wanna save $ or period because there’s always something important or emergency. I’ll finish my painting have a nice day
My medical benefits as of 01/01/2020: $699.88 kaiser hospital. Dental ppo $29.57 optional group term life insurance 3x salary $7.22 dependent term life insurance after tax benefit $3.33 . AD&D insurance $3.00 health care spending acct $200. Dependent care acct $0.00. Administrative fee $3.79 .... total methyl cost $949.89 county benefits allowance $987.12 your pre tax deduction $942.03 your post tax deduction $7.866 taxable cash (allowance pre tax deduction) $45.09.
I been throwing away $250 health care spending this past year of allowance in the “Use it or lose it” rule.
Yes I got a ore approved credit card form wellsfargo $6,000 and I thinking of making it out for the beginning of the year for surgery,
Early to my doctors appointment and my dad is making Chilequiles I could of have that for breakfast and it’s the coldest it’s been in 4-5 years in the 40s-60s I been sleeping in sweats. I got my hair braided for thanksgiving by Dominique again and this time super tight and fast I wanted to cry my hairs long and thick and healthy fairly split ends I need to do a condition can’t wait and I got my shoes on Veterans Day or the week before I forgot. Last Saturday night my ex texted me hey U, hey what’s up, how r you - just saying hi- goodnight, I’m good u? Shit just got out of jail but just saying hi, ok when?, since February the 10 of October- I was in there for 9 months, wow sorry for that why in the am, how have you been Then Saturday, I’m good, that’s good I’m glad you’re ok now, happy thanksgiving happy thanksgiving last night. At least it’s something even tho idk why he went most likely possession lol.
Yes it’s a credit card my credit is gonna go up but I know it’s too soon to get surgery in December they said if not not then I have to wait til January to schedule an appointment and go for it . I wanna help the cat first if I can get Garfield that would be I have to today catch and release cage from the shelter.
Yes it’s a credit card my credit is gonna go up but I know it’s too soon to get surgery in December they said if not not then I have to wait til January to schedule an appointment and go for it . I wanna help the cat first if I can get Garfield that would be I have to today catch and release cage from the shelter.
I had ice cream for dinner. And menudo for breakfast. I wanted from my break room for possessions JK yellow sweater girl I like to float and point fingers and have epileptic seizures in my naps I knocked out 3 times after I got hit in the head shut up please lol
It’s been the coldest in 4-5 years I know lol I can tell you the weather but nothing else all year
Home 3- times therapy 9:30am my nieces game 12:15 and gift rejection of truck picture paint me $5 ornaments from old lady China and arts n crafts store for a wreath gnite
My thanksgiving is good and I’m coming down from this mountain climb I’ve had for 3 mths now, and I don’t wanna think about my next painting to do because of the oil paint that can get dry and 3 bks unfinished before 2019. And I called again this am to see if I can just go for it surgery but I would need a consultation again the receptionist said the resident will call me. The cat Garfield got close and I gave him/her soup menudo for lunch I had my plate down and she came to sniff in the bowl but it was hot and I followed her with the plate to the front and drive way and then she sat meowed busses and walked away and it was a sitting duck story every step of the way maybe she can jump in the bag and go next time weekend I hope when I find the right hospital it’s a horrible scab under her eye . Ok bye now I have a fever I had sugar for dinner all weekend . I also have training 12/10-12 in Santa Fe springs like I did a few mths ago lol so I’m just biting my tongue on not taking a day off
I dreamt I went to a Hollywood rock show I told my sister and random friends and you were there freeway safari ride home
Today’s Tuesday and I’m so late in turning in my timesheet, I hope I can keep track of my paycheck how it fluctuates when it’s late I got confused with turning in my time clock sign in for the month. What other cities am I from this past year wow I can’t guess I tell you.
My friend said hey what’s up again before going to bed doing the same thing to at least we’re on good terms
I didn’t work out this morning but I feel good about the month
My neice looks like a baby silver back gorilla lol with a pink bow in her head
Nothing is right at home my birds or mouse did a whole hay mess Sunday / Monday morning Khalifa thinks she’s a vulture when she walks around or a cat and I forgot to post Lisa’s tree branch out of her nest she did then she took it down I been looking history stuff up
I said goodnight to my ex goodnight travon I hope he says it back so I can stop being The way I am goodnight . Oh and twitter 01-01-2020 policies by Friday it’s done. Ok blue
The five years old me is the reason why I’m here now.
It’s Thursday and I feel great today saying goodnight so Goodmorning
I swear I’m clumsy lol. And Sean’s in jail too since September I been knowing for a mth Carlos left me two voicemails like idk what’s up I don’t get a hey wassup first .
Going to a Xmas party in Altadena with my sister . Left a voice mail with my friend and my cousin he hit me up we talked on Wednesday after lunch at work on the phone boy with two phones. Bye
Forgot to get my painting that’s due today I’ll do that later for pick up the mall for shopping
No electricity on the block and I’m up just great
Christmas party today 4:30pm and got sad news my brothers might be closing because the owner doesn’t want to renew the contract in renting the building wants to move to Orange County anyways and now pushing to sell. Just great so my training yesterday I already did in August so the trainer said I could leave or if I wanna stay I said no got to work 9:20am tired as hell. Hoping for a good weekend babysitting whil my sis in law going to a teachers conference and invited in return Sunday 11am for a Christmas sleigh ride on a train in rancho cucomanga . Have a good day
Omg why was there A knife Tuesday morning than another same knife this morning by my Chinese moms house on the island jogging this morning??? Is ur friends dog missing g?
In the month of November 53 % of urine tests were not finished and unnecessary before testing inpatients make suresymptons of fever is diagnosed and such emails .
Third knife found replacing two why get two brown steak when you can get a serrated knife for boning and fish I’m done bye omg and I forgot five days now some random person on the neighborhood app dming for what idk
Anyways going to Max’s Birthday tonight today his birthday!!! And he’s 9 now. I missed my tio Walters Wednesday 60 something, and my cousins the third I think I was thrown off from thanksgiving because I always remember my Todd’s birthday from one time eating chocolate cake for him. My nephew river thinks I’m so beautiful from Zoe’s party while I was sleep
Omg caspers tapping on the wall and he kicked my foot yesterday morning. You knew I went
There’s dog poop in my front lawn I found when I came back from church and cupcakes idk how it got there if there’s a missing dog or what that wondered in last night in front law of my parents window and I smelled it cleaned it touched it with my hand and . I’m going to sleep now today was fun I worked out late I slept last night around 9pm and I’m wondering if I got my phone at 5am I don’t remember I knocked out at 1am and woke up at 6:57AM like why is the phone on my bed and my uncles cigarettes by the garage door in. k going to sleep bye
Donating vacation time for a coworker from trailer 17 I have 71.2 vacation hrs and 87.25 sick %100 I hope he feels better I’m donating 16 hrs.
My dad went to a funeral earlier today for a cousin near an Francisco and he thinks it’s funny to not tell me shit but my sister. Response time pics driving like I get it man you don’t have to wave ur hands out the window to see if I’m gonna grab the wheel. Goodnight hurry home I feel so stupid yeah M I get it too welcome back
Goodnight Xmas sister party I’m going to sleep now yes Christmas will be home church and pajamas bye
My dad went to a funeral with his brothers Monday near Sacramento my uncle Luis drove All together he got home 4am my uncle was same age as my dad due to cancer I guess cancer runs in the family he had blonde hair name Madnelle or something lol he was my grandpas nephews he was uncle to their parents. My dads side is big and I even had an aunt and uncle that were a priest and nun. My mom yesterday had a horrible rash so did my sister Wednesday I saw it my moms body was covered in red rashes around neck and arm they both thinks it’s a brown coat could have something but this am my sisters face was swollen and hives it looked crazy she might get off early and her job got floating holidays she might get some days off next wks and I got January 6-8 off 3 days after New Years to just rest. Might go to the mall tonight maybe out of town depending what time I get home. I got only one gift only getting one gift I got him an arcade machine I have no money due to all the sweet stuff lol and here goes to Uber tonight my coworker Wednesday morning asked if I wanna car pool with her so I’m gonna ask if tonight if everybody’s off early. I been sweating in my sleep soaking hypothermia jk thinking of donating clothes or used bags to work or church but lol ok that’s a pet peeve I don’t like donating clothes and because of the obvious reason that’ll be recycling. No we don’t get along brain II
My doctors tour with docter applicants ... and new volunteers ... and workers case workers girls ... It’s great . Lol I’m gonna get more cookies leftovers are good .
Talking so much and your hair cut never comes out right swipe swipe swipe swipe no not reading cases and my job offered online courses during work hrs for enrichment and career path finding I am halfway on memory builder and speed reading not even doing it so there’s that bye over 100+ games
Yes I remember you gave me the plastic rose and black car ride winter
Going to bed n�� q the Christmas party with my family was fun my cousin almas friend Linda was out last weekend in la and in a mosh pit and whoever performed I’m guessing Sunday night accident kicked her in the face. And my neice Alaric’s can’t wait for 2020 concerts for scotch. Idk if my cousin was there last weekend Sunday I think whoever wrapped goodnight
Bling bling bling my robin Lisa is flown out of my sight I was arms in the cage cleaning and she flew out was gonna come back in but got scared, I hope our blue jay finds her.
This weekend i dreamt I was a rag doll and a little girl was crying for me and I heard her tears and then I was put in a cage. After I fell on the floor. The mall was so fun I wish I can smell goodnight tomorrow after work my fam will be home waiting for me and everything will be right
Going home with my coworker again it’ll be a good drive all the way to my neice and nephew . I still have my tv maybe fix it tonight . My lips are always dry and my skin my sister dropped me off I hope they decide to get a flu shot my sister had sushi last Tuesday and me and my mom last Wednesday’s night and had the same food breakfast and dinner for two wks now her face is full of hives and my moms feet is full of rashes she wore slippers to the mall
My cousin patty was the Virgin Mary and my cousin jermy just him came his girlfriends fam party was the same night and my cousin Ryan phone decided to be a new phone number owner with replies such as “this phone is no longer in service, stop”
Back home from checking my paycheck $100 short and that $1,000 bonus was one time only last year . Chocolate eggnog
My neice loves me so much omg she stares at me all day and wants me to pick her up and today was funny faces and everyone forgets how quiet she is she’s so quiet when she’s not hungry doesn’t cry or screams
I’m just crying al morning because for three wks straight I feel like I been pulling my hair out and my scalp feels so sensitive I can’t stop scratching my scalp like it’s hot. My hair guy won’t be back til January 10 so instead of washing my hair 3-4 days it’s 3 days or it just looks thin and dead omg my sister been taking oatmeal baths they need their flu shots or what
And 2020 I don’t own it that’s it that’s all
Yes and Josef in Jamaica I mean just being sneaky in the dms ouch I’m so bad
Lol your friend ok he got his baby taken away from him and the cops called by his baby momma lol cold
Every 1st Wednesday and second Wednesday is money wire between me and my sister, sorry late movie for the birdies and a video game for my brothers birthday this 4th weekend bye calendar
My friends so dumb scaring me at 11 at night saying you’re not even here with a pic of his Iv in his arm for a clog removal out of his arteries at the doctors he’s at Thousand Oaks hospital since last night and it was an appt not no urgent message he sent to me in his iCloud I didn’t read and replied on my way to work for problems the past year they said he has Iscermia and he had bs from the last hospital they’ll release him today once they get my paperwork from the last one
Wondering It’s 2020 and I ant taking no more half messages of “ there’s blood on my tee but what’s up with you “ anymore . Work it out with yourself why my x friend gotta wear a polo with blood on it 23 hrs ago talking about oh this I’m gonna hit him up
Idk who had their headlights on with ugly cologne New Years night pull ups
Enjoy the rest of your night I’m not calling texting anyone that doesn’t want to talk to me: my friends surgery pent surgery is tomorrow and I have to go feed my birds now
Going to bed and I can’t find my dogs bed goodnight
2011 post work out for me with a White Russian and I’m listening to: L
It’s Sunday and my sister in law had Mexico 3 days Friday thru Monday up for anybody to want the rooms my bro went back to clean out the garage I only had two beers yesterday and and two White Russians Friday night and New Years 3 glasses of twines and New Year’s Day skinny calories beer two of them and some sips of wine in the am it’s liquor everywhere and today but yes I am a little hung over to drink a lot again lol.
P. S
My friend is ignoring if he had the surgery already and it’s annoying me okay
He said it went well thank u Josef Jesus
10am I’m taking a nap now Okay THNK U
3 days off took my birds to the vet kidney infections got antibiotics and antiflammatory hope it helps them change their minds about diet and I’m gonna make sure they do and got wraps from the docter for softer perches if not tree branches for better holds. And my sister stayed home. Going to bed now my friend still in the hospital til he gets checked by the cardiologist
My x friend said Mary Xmas Christmas Day morning 4 am and bob too if I wanted to see him that day Xmas day I said I had work him too aww he lives in bellflower I said that’s too far it’s closer than riverside yeah but I work early that’s it to sum it up goodnight
Because I like wearing my seatbelt leave me alone my weekend was good except the whole freeway had to close and the Uber driver used my phone as a charger the end
Goodnight
Home another night I had orange juice this morning Sunday me my sister in law my cousin apex and sister and nephew went to get the juices it’s all in the same store as a ice cream store and pie restaurant and tea spot ride with my cousin we parked in the street found a ticket that ended at we got there 6:01pm -6:51pm at the corner had our ice cream showed us her project selling them $35 and $65 for a set toy and crib and sold two done two has an order amt over i forgot 12 or more I think and her gym trainers took pics with them super cool tossing the toy in the air making it like space I actually got the price from her sister she only told me the set then she left to bell at the 6:54 time my nephew had two ice creams and he likes to time himself 5 mins using my phone how cute is that okay bye oh and my cousin G school daughters friends parents are funny dressed up as a gym teacher and actually wants to be a comedian there u go I’m just learning how to count and read all over again
I haven’t seen my cats today at all and there’s a slice of ham paper on the floor I wonder where it came from because I haven’t left that out at all from when I gave them and my brothers dog all weekend they left Monday morning,
Anyways tomorrow once I’m done painting after it has been framed I’m going to give it to my cousin this weekend along with my cousin Hs jacket she let me wear on my nephews birthday because it was cold before leaving to the airport. Goodnight
Work tomorrow I donated 10lbs of cat food last night after making dinner waiting. So probably why the mouse chewed off some of my the same 3 lb weights . Goodnight dinner for my bro with friends Saturday night
My neice Mia practice tomorrow again 6:30-8pm babysititing or picking up indoor soccer by my house off Altadena drive gn my cousin apex loved the tuna salad mostly ate it all lmao!
My dad got a haircut last night Vicente didn’t even bother to let me know he’s back today and then finally replied today yes I’m back I’m available next week but mija me cutting ur hair is not gonna help at all I cut two inches. Omg I know what two inches look like What r u using for hair product i cut more than 2 inches is impossible to have solid ends Paul Mitchell gel and leave in conditioner I’m sorry but I do my hair is going straight to curly it’s tangled at the ends I can cut more but maybe ur hair texture is changing is not because i did not cut enough but i cut more if like Yes I know I’m sorry i remember when I used to cut it every 4 mths. My moms was the same her hair was straight young then curly I’m sorry :( No mija dont feel sorry I’m just saying buy cutting more is not can help thet all Okay thank you I’m available whenever you are i just want to get the volume . Really who do I need to go to too get a straight answer my cousin had to pick thru my hair and said you don’t have split ends tho on our way to the ice cream shop o I don’t but it’s tangled.
My nephew was breastfeeding a doll this afternoon at the kids gym then threw his face in the couch arm. When my fam went to Europe the day they left my nephew in the backyard fell as I was cleaning the cages he then said “Help me” . He doesn’t like talking to me he just repeats what I say or flop his feet around. so I’m just confused with him. My bro has a cropped friend not a walker but the walker crutches from the baptism black my sisters age. And so my nephew just in his own world of thinking he can be a regular kid. with
Like always I fell asleep at the club goodnight me and my sister
Yes my sis boyfriend was her this morning and tonight going to his sister died last week from an illness possibly tumor so sad don’t know when funeral . I was talking about him this am in therapy
My dad get his hair cut off Altadena & lake he said don’t tell Vicente I hope I get my haircut this week and I just wanna know for the second time coming to the park with the engine running in the Jeep but in a van with the lights on with a smell of cheap cologne, and pressing on the gas this time Friday morning because that’s so rude I listen to my playlist out loud. Goodnight my sisters boyfriend came back this morning 11am in a suit after last night I was sleep and my parents had my charger so I thought of sleeping in and is out all day, goodnight.
Oh and one syringe is missing of my birds for my Lola her 5 days end today and I know I’m skipping 13 hrs I told the doctors. Goodnight
So I woke up this morning totally thinking it was 2:10 am and worked out and when I finished working out I thought it was 7am time to leave woke everyone up my sister was outside it was 6:50 I was calling her everywhere she was outside with her boyfriend because he left the car got a flat tire and yesterday going out someone swiped the rear view mirror after 4:10pm obviously coming home from getting My shirts and bird food, and my dad got dinner I didn’t because I had a beer. Have a nice Monday my parents
For three days straight I been wondering when’s my cousins birthday on Thursday morning I dreamt I was at a family birthday party for my cousin chito we had a party at a gym my nieces and nephews were with me. The cats last night thought they were horses in the street they love the moonlight. I finished my painting I told my cousin I want to give it to her we might go to my brothers house tomorrow for the day my sister has a breakfast with her boss meeting Monday morning on a holiday. Goodnight my right ring toe hurts and I don’t remember hitting anything at all I didn’t hit anything at all because I just woke up from a nap and stretch and it hurts. Last Thursday night I woke up from my sleep at 10:30 from hurting my nose real bad and it’s still sore I stuffed my face in the pillow with my glasses in my sleep
Stopped giving my birds medication Sunday morning after Khalifa bit my index finger they’re fine now.
Wondering if the possum or bird pulled the lavender out my backyard roses. Goodnight I think the cats want to give a late Christmas present to the next door neighbors I swear
My wages is: $4,4242.87 federal taxes $4884.48 Medicare wages 47,652.68 and Medicare taxes withheld $690.96 deferred retirement 3409.81 state wages $44242.87 $1408.90. Can’t wait to get a day off feb. 18th and for the third time calling the cosmetology saying they’ll call me back in no time left a message again I said please that day same day as kaiser please. Can’t wait to do my taxes and it’s my sister in laws moms bday Rest In Peace 13 years
She would of been 69 years old
Home sweet home I went to my brothers instead of donating blood I didn’t realize because this year is a leap year all the dates messed up by days I scheduled it in a Monday . And my coworker dropping me off of Aallen Filipino market I got lily flowers tea bag instead of my house that I shouldn’t donate blood instead because it takes 6 mths to recover and i want my surgery before than.
I didn’t use a pull up bar today I used a 26 pounder for my squats instead of a 10lb and I used a 32 lbs for lifts instead of pull up bars to do my weights I guess it worked idk I hope it did I got a nose bleed my last nose bleed was last Tuesday morning so whatever I hop it worked, i think my dad tried to record a swinger porn special on the adult channel at 9pm on accident Thursday night by accident.
I’m going to bed now goodnight
And a resident reached out to me 8:30am Thursday morning to get my papers together I emailed it to the office Friday morning for an call back everything to soon for a appt same day as February 18th Tuesday
Turned in my taxes yesterday 5pm with my tax lady after inbox full, got my health benefit card checked it when I got home $2,600 for the whole year, and rejected time request it’s either let me get a day off sooner if the residents can’t wait and please kaiser sooner than March between available feb 24-28th I’m hurt March 16th -and 26th 7:15ams the operators said try back tomorrow 8:30am when they’re here NO lol why can’t they call me back and I rejected my friends call what is this don’t worry about my bed time with the what’s good
Yes I’m embarrassed to talk to you it was a fight over the phone to the parking lot and I had to ask where she parked her car against the building like a psycho fly on the wall borrowing her sisters charger and she heard me and my sister argue the whole place heard me
Hey what’s up
The waiting game still from any doctors, but good news I paid all my bills ahead and of course my parents rent for me not til the 15th and the refrigerator broke except the water machine. Fixing it and idk how much. And the worker is on my sisters room since last Tuesday Monday - Friday work days. Going out with my friend on his way unusually what he says because he says he’ll come thru and then doesn’t
Haven’t talked to my friend jo since last Sunday I wonder what’s wrong maybe he’s going out with a black girl he’s dating now for the past few weeks going out to cake factory and all, I threw up 6 times going to the movies with him in the theatre at the trash can 3 times and we left half way on the movie 1 liquor 3 1/8 beer lol money x and I have 164.48 reward money from my credit card goodnight I know I annoyed u
My cousin got in a car accident rear end and got scanned all negative just a concussion lol idk if he stayed overnight but was home today I got sad because a concussion is more serious than I thought goodnight my friends annoying second bowl this week goodnight tomorrow
Omg it’s my aunts Elmas birthday today o always remember forget it’s 11/12/ and it was my aunts uncle last Saturday til 1am that night I swear
Giving you a thumb lol yes Zzz teee heee
I just wish my parents can stop asking, and desperately to stop asking me how much I make every paycheck until I’m irritated and then say why do you get so upset. I want to keep my job so badly I’m scared all the time when we get in a fight that my parents will beat my ass and take everything away from me that moment. Because they don’t respect me saying I don’t want to talk about how much I’m paying or when ur getting a car it’s time to get a car you need a car first no I need a face first so ppl can stop asking me what’s wrong, my parents need to respect me not wanting to talk about how much I make. Can’t they ask me how was my day and be my side for once. I’m asking this because it pushes me to want to do other things. I miss my friends. I want to hang with my friends. So I wanna know what do you want from me if we’re done doing what we’re doing? Relationships aren’t perfect so why keep beating a dead fish if it’s dead?
My mom got a file of complaint against her in the mail and I got a letter of lawsuit from when anyone was in jail between 2005-2011 wow $200 for every time I was in there just one darn. So telling myself to watch my hands in expressing my deaf and slow speech self in new places bc I’m not around ppl I know again anymore this is so heart fling my mom got on today, wow
Just me tonight while my sister goes to a 20s party gonna get something to make it close to just saying go out to eat by myself but nvm paint inside maybe goodnight. And my parents at my brother tomorrow cake shrimp potatoes maybe. And I answered car lo call making it look like he got beat up he said he woke up with chest pains. Yesterday everything stunk like dog crap at work and rotten eggs
My sister got next weekend confused for this weekend of going out went to the mall and when she put on her make up her friend said no it’s next weekend I’ll text you wow. So this morning a boy in an audimobile at the gas station took so much tome to fill up the tank went up to my sister since we’re next to each other and said hello I’m not from around here I think ur gorgeous blah blah can I get ur Instagram number LOL I never know the full story what I heard he said Awwww i don’t anything around here I just moved here from Chicago oh ok black blah blah we left how much gas he was putting in his or alone idk I hope they not new neighbors that would be fun. I’m sleeping the toilet was making noises when we got home last mth period was fine but like always it’s a demon this time painful and I wanna know if anyone had them like me. Goodnight yeah idk if it’s really you texting me when my cousin took me home saying smiles ur embarrassing me again - okay then if you don’t like that I won’t do it like what tell you that blue is my favorite color. So that’s that if it’s one of many burner acts I just call them how I see them if they’re fake or not. Goodnight 10 already and a girl dming for 3 yrs wants to face time me she always hots me up randomly one try I ignored them I was in my sister care on the way to work Wednesday morning talking bout let’s talk no lol not gonna talk if I don’t have to I’m not using my collect calls for no WONDERING dancing blind around at 4am dms. Aight and oh ur friends ps having a party on pasadena the 14th have fun
Ok not the plug bye right
I’m sorry that there’s alwYs a Rest In Peace . Ok
:( met my lifelines at Kaiser today
Two surgeons they’re attendees doctors Canan is 31 yrs old the other woman idk in her late 30s he’s Indian.
And I would need my ribs cartilage and part of my scalp of my head estimate $6800 with kaiser.
He took pics and would get back to me and I’m waiting for usc cosmetology. They were touching my skin and they were like did you see how jumpy you got when I touched you why’s are ur eyebrows like that and ur very sensitive - and because I have bad skin idk it could be autoimmune disease I didn’t say I’m anemic firs my blood pressure was 93/then 95 oh because I just worked out. Well we’re booked til May/ June . Have you done patients with ribgraph - and (scalp) yes 30 ribgraphs and 50 scalps.
Anyways I got my operative report last Tuesday when I had my taxes signed and signed too I had it 31st but of course it was in junk mail 1,500 & $400 state fee $90 pretty much no exactly 1,998.00 dollars before fees.
Today was brutal honesty of are you okay with knowing that ur nose is never gonna be 100 straight. Half the time was that lol my skin thin super thin dry and ticklish leave me alone
I wanna go to sleep but idk where my bag of my nephew and neice is that has my blue long sleeve shirt at all so goodnight and oh car repair 8am so I’m taking the bus with the only bus card of this mth I got. Goodnight murder myster with my sisters friends tomorrow I’m giggling
And anyways I do have other things to worry about.
My appt was great this weekend getting regular retainers because It’s easier to hold on to and take care of. And it didn’t show my coverage it wasn’t updated so I paid $300 I hope there is $ for paying $29 a month out of my coverage. And Friday night me and my sister are thinking of going to Hawaii in December looking at air bnb and prices when it drops so we can be in a tropical place and when we book well tell our cousisns. And no I deserved being slapped tf all the time by my sister in front of her friends when I think I can drink too much I mean hell im retarded and my grandpa don’t even love us you know when he left my grandma he denied her saying she was with other men and denied the whole family my mom won’t get over how he didn’t let her stay with him I didn’t know since Thursday when she came out here and decided to stay with my aunt. So wreckless. Thank you have a good night
So anyways how was pasadena this weekend Friday?
I didn’t call ahead of time to check my appointment and at 10:30 taking a shower I wasn’t registered at all because the doctors private practice is different from hospital and So they registered got my insurance info and now I have to wait and get The 3rd off and My mom didn’t want to go we I stayed home went shopping and baked all weekend went to my nieces play she was just a singer. That’s my weekend so yeah back to my my things.
Hey, Hey what’s up, Shit wyd, How was your day, It was good and yours?, I’m good where u work now, I work at Lacusc medical hospital why? That’s good, Just making conversation but that’s good that you’re staying focus U still live in Pasadena I think it was, Yeah you’re right, I am here still working and staying home you?, Work school kids? Work school kids? , O ok that’s what’s up, Who’s kids, Wyd right now, I’m home Im asking you what about you, Me too, Ok why you need something ? Lol, You look fine with ur fam and all, Trying to be a Daddy me and my Baby mama Coparent I’ll let her handle her business and I watch the kids U look good to I be seeing you, That’s wassup you should, As you should where you be seeing me? I be wanting to say something be I’m trying to be respectful okay I hope you’re doing good idk what’s going on but everything good ur way and your family, life, wealth. It’s all good, Thank u my luv What about u do u get luv, I’m yeah Can’t complain work and saving up for some other things this year lots of love I’m yeah Can’t complain work and saving up for some other things this year lots of love, That’s good I luv to here that, That’s good I luv to here that Maybe we can FaceTime, Do I have pictures of u that u can send me, Ok will u be able to send something, No lol I don’t sorry you can like my pics and let me know comment like turn on notifications that’s how it works right? I’m trynna be famous, Ok Ok but u can Dm me something like a ig video but if u don’t want to just let me know Ok but u can Dm me something like a ig video but if u don’t want to just let me know I don’t get it what ur asking lol Good night Nothing ok
Oh sorry that was March 16th and since that day it was get out of my drive way that weekend so here I am the parks closed pull up bars zip locked but ppl feel special since last Saturday to break it and only the y’all ppl use it except me so whatever red light blue like I mean like what t.f some kids just go to sleep lights out in ur room now I’m going to sleep stolen gas $ 50/13 real gas pump 5 Tuesday morning transaction done 7:34am and no one behind me while my sister waited at the corner and I didn’t get the receipt because I was like no I don’t need it it’s ok . And I have doctors appt cancelled redone April something for therapist I forgot April 3rd for dentist and 24rh for nose consultation I did a whole phone confusesion because my job said no days off but hrs maybe that’s okay because the docter is on campus at my job that day if I make it so goodnight nothing else bye have a good weekend
My coworkers and I are fine it’s a doctors office inside our office Janet my boss from the trailer, sally from training, Alfred who’s an former army vet back in the day thru college, and Elizabeth an old lady that lives in el monte that never picks up her phone the first two times I called for a ride that week and I’m missing 2/3 bus cards in the mth of March goodnight
Today’s my nephews birthday 4 called after dinner but no luck my neice tomorrow big 11 my cousins the 14th drove gave my cousin Cindy bread pudding then my cousin Glendy for flower bushes from my garden forgot to bring camcorder them back. and my sister too on her way doing calls last Sunday 7-7am holiday and this Sunday 10-8pm random scheduling call center for homeless and urgencies.
Rest In Peace to my grandpa of natural causes passed away this morning
My friend cut himself after his girlfriend argued in the car. He went to the hospital after a week of being there he got out Saturday night.
My aunts fine she was in the hospital for catsacan after a body reaction to blood thinners I sent my two a postcard them cards of my grandma on her birthday they got it five days last
I’ll have everything paid by Friday.
Going to bed goodnight didn’t see my bro and fam this weekend they went to Vegas and all except my bro. Anyways I’m on 4 weeks of being left on read for an authorization I need for my consultation.my birthday was great spent it at home had a tea and hat party. Have a goodnight
Rest In Peace to my uncle passed away after a year of kidney problems and heart failure last Tuesday 2:45pm. This Thursday Friday are the memorial but due to COVID idk if I can make .I wish I could but I’m getting next Friday for Yosemite a trip I took years ago 2014 Labor Day and spending thanksgiving in my hometown :P. Anyways last Halloween was great but got in a confusing fight with my cousin and idk how to take it but I’m trying but it’s been 10 years that I suffered from 3 panic attacks for idk why
$3,000 for surgery $4,000 per night stay waiting to yes or no and discuss call thank u.
Got an available date for my surgery 1.20.2021 before that it’s before New Years and Xmas thank u
Because all I care about are my birds I’m no fun I kill the mood and break away from my fam when I think of my birds and come of rude ahhh ur fired too cousin not me bye
Oh I wish I can be there for you I wish I can touch ur hair it’s so soft but idk how to be towards you and blah blah blah you think everything’s a conspiracy theory no i don’t I just don’t care and idk what ur talking about.
So my kitty bowls gone again I wish I can feed my cats but there’s so much crap on the roof that’s it for the last fight and we made up anyways I cleaned the roof on the house except the crap on the sun room side don’t worry I’ll take care of that and oh yeah I lost 8 lbs I haven’t weighed this much for 10 years thank u and take care
I wish my mom can stop taking her anger on me and have her on Pinterest and Facebook like she does without telling or twit idk sorry
Can’t wait for Yosemite my sister bro sis in law fam will go my parents will be home have a good weekend
I’m No more camping o.k sadd
Room 2.1.2.7 since yesterday 6pm til 10am tomorrow how fun thank u m.e
Long and perfect nap time world mard I’m going to believe in miracles because last night I saw a bunny rabbit sitting to say hi to me last night on my way to dinner I’m right by the bae and this morning after breakfast walk I saw a bear blind cat that lets everyone pet him in the sun by the dock and I’m going to wish for the rest of my life for miracles
We had a friend that lived the last ten years of his blind life with a poodle at my uncles Js house 06 and his name was John
I’m sad to hear not going to my aunts house bc my cousin had an altercation with her boyfriend and he came at her with a knife locked her in the rm accidentally cut her face a few times oldest son broke in took the kids in the car and they left he has 4 charges already and needs help moving out the house and we would like to help her we don’t talk
my cousins ex fiancé is still in jail and they were gonna hitch with a certificate saw her this weekend I’m sorry
Got a 1,112. Some change bill for cable with a credit card that’s not mine have a good December
So tomorrow is my surgery i went and got COVID testing and I just realized this whole time I could of used my health spending allowance of leftover 2,000 + all to my fee ahead of time to save $2000 for my payment I wasn’t aware of my physician fees until I had my last appt because I was told it costs. $6,000 but I didn’t know it would be just the hospital fee and not the anesthesiologist fees I could of used my allowance per doctors appt but i didn’t know if I could to use it outside of my reg health costs since it was considered cosmetic i paid maxed out my card $6,000 & $5,500 from my mom today to cover 3,000 + 7,500.00
And for it to rollover only $550 from my allowance I wasted about $1,750 today that could of gone and saved my mom and she would of only had gave me $3750 today
My appts tomorrow 9am can’t wait feeling really I’ll now my stomach wrists hurts for 6 days
Oh yeah bc I can’t do that only sunglasses I could of gotten in 2020 so I have $550 for medical use or psych spending this year not cosmetic
And chiropractor 100
Got my procedure today it’s so painful got my meds norxo prescribed but I have to see how I can call it in or paper prescription not summary prescription only 2/3 amox & softener lol I went in at 11:58pm and woke up at 3pm exactly procedure was done around 2:30 I guess from calling my sister waiting all day it hurts I was told they’re gonna ear or rib or cadaver but end they said oh no we didn’t do anything I told them my tip widened nostrils and nose so I’ll see I asked them have u done cosmetic yes we try to do both before my procedure I took a fever reducer and anti nausea I feel fine but I think it’s gonna hit me tomorrow with the mucus it’s a dissolving inside cast so once I start rinsing it’ll slowly dissolve off the week and have a cast over the nose next week I’ll be recovery 2-3. Wish they took some ear to be sure but they I was fine keeping my chin up elevated thank u goodnight and j love my $215 bracelet for Xmas just gotta fix my $600 watch since it’s too big
Anyways 28th 9:30am for my post op for my rhinoplexy and all 3 types of procedures on me my mom got mad at me for doing yoga I told her it’s stretches and blood flow in my head the nurse said no anyways I didn’t look hard enough that the handwritten prescription was in my bag and my sister wasted her time for me to pick it up wel I’ll get it later I never listen
Home from going out this morning my doctor told me yes it was a donor and I have rest til 02/05 and in a week I can go back to excersicing And I’m taking a week off to rest thank you stitches will be dissolve and swelling in a month 26th for my last follow up thank you.
Hello I can’t find my wallet II
Appointments I go back to work the 15th for psych evaluation and next Thursday 1pm therapy and same time for my dmv I totally forgot I thought I could do it but my nose sore and stitches still show I’ll do it later and waiting for packages are so annoying I’m so impatient
Sesto turbino rhino were my procedures next appt reschedule for the 19th for my second evaluation of mental health
See doctor in a month after 2 wks for new medication thank u I would like to write a request for holistic care
I'm sorry these numbers aren't adding up they were given all to me and your charged $75 instead of $175 but it’s $400s wrong I just wanna know so I can look at new glasses this weekend
And sorry these amts so late
1 settlement check from last year already got it not until May for my next. Today my last day of therapy with my therapist until new doctor this is my 3rd doctor in 3 years .
It takes 2 mths for a respond that I’m overcharged $350 something from what I was told and mischarged from doctor fees if it’s taking this long I’m paying full and not going to my follow up on the 30th. I washed my hair a week ago
I’m just waiting for my hospital bill call from medical & hospital services
For 3 payments that’s $400
I was quoted $184 08/25
& 2 $175 that I paid $75 10/9
And all 3 is billed $400. 01/12
And that’s up to 01/26 not my 01/28 01/14 appt & 04/30 appt for over 1,300 ok. Until next time for my birthday
My sis is going to have a rhinoplasty surgery tomorrow idk what time Early I hope ok
Thank u for my sis surgery today 12 in and out 5:30 car in for repair key ignition stuck need new parts for two weeks.
And it was a septorhinoplexy
This Friday I found out the day before my uncle has been diagnosed with prostate cancer and does not want to tell one side of the family because we are separating ourselves from the other family due to property disputes from the triplex home that we all grew up in over the years because the prices was raised to my aunt and cousin decided to move out of leaving my cousin and uncle and aunt family.
Sans my two nieces are grown and have an apartment now as of yesterday in gdale
My next appt won’t be until July 15th and my appt was free of $700 with endoscopy I didn’t have time to get my doctors note to get my seat and staying home for Mother’s Day kids are sick.
So I decided to pay $940 something dollars today for the balance of physician fees after several tries on why the bill said extra and oh it’s because medical and physical fees on Monday so I just paid it all today Oh and today’s my birthday next thing payment clearly.
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So I decided to pay $940 something dollars today for the balance of fees after several tries on why the bill said extra and oh it’s because medical n to physical fees on Monday so I just paid it all today Oh and today’s my birthday next thing payment
Excuse me 930 instead of 1,3400 thank you
So happy my uncle got good results on his scans cancer is removable for surgery in July, and I looked at my retirement savings I started I have $440 saved so for in 3 mths of 3 years working.
So I was told my primo is having a baby idk how long he’s been with his girlfriend anyways I spend half of my day looking for my sandals would like to keep them in the same place everyday now and instead of 6 steak knives 4 usual there’s 3 and new dinner sets so that’s that.
Yesterday was my cousin gender reveal with girlfriend of 1 1/2 years 2 kids already a boy.
Applied for disability today it was easier than last time because I had to check on my SS but it was all in one application I hope I can get insurance coverage for my health.
My uncle had a 3rd heart attack then sent home on Saturday after a stem surgery he’s fine home I got my aunt uncle dna kits and my cousin in hope to do them. I have a new therapist since June 16th therapy on every other tuesdays and hope to keep my job after needs improvement quarterly evaluation. It’s been hard year being alone and I want to check on my skin and body for cysts but I hope another month of pushing my appts aug. 12th but I will cancel until I’m totally recovered.
Sad to remember a second cousin that passed away at the age of 36 car accident crash and burn Friday night his name was refrain it was a truck he just bought off the island into a tree.
Got dizzy today haven’t had a panic attack since 2015 exactly 6 years now recovering.
My 2nd cousin died Thursday night around 3am identified by 3pm by his brother by his smile idk if truck too the tree is cut down already he has no kids just a girlfriend by himself, no details from where. He’s my uncle Alfred who has a restaurant in our home country rose mix and my uncle Alfredo is my grandpas 1/2 brother Philipe my other grand uncle name is Jesus and my grand aunt name is Margarita who became a nun we have the same color eyes and tall
I wish this fighting wasn’t about my hair because I cut it I’m waiting to take some dermatology tests for any skin disorders it’s a silence treatment and I think it’s unfair but I’ll leave it alone now.
My cousin passed away going 85 on a 45 zone area memorial sept 18th my dads side of the family have had 11-12 to 25 kids at a time by my aunt uncle generation he is my tia anitas son of 12 siblings and efrain is one of 6
Got in a car accident on 8/26 on my way to work it was my fault making a right and the total for the accident to fix my car is $500 and I got insured for 2 days now $138 a month. Today I got a new interest rate for my school loans of a total 86,000 to 20 years 666.31 -568.50 a month starting November on the15th now that $96 less than usual %5.89 with -.25 discount auto pay to help me pay my insurance and fix my parents car for this month.
My father was in a hit n run wreck this Tuesday morning 4x total with our rental but I got my stim and everything will be taken care of. And my derm appt is next sat yes we talked me and you and I’m sorry we don’t get along I tried to be talk about everything but we don’t get along at all lately yes my appt is next sat.
Visited my auntie Yesterday and when I got there I tried to reach for the remote it was her handgun loaded with a few bullets missing without the case and she had no explanation for me what it was when I guessed that it was “tia is that a handgun? “ and she said yes it’s a revolver 22 . I just want her to be okay and free from holding any feelings all I know is she likes to prticate in church as a Laderstants Chrisian. She asked me to join her group.
She also has a friend from OC that she likes to know over the years name Ed I met him once the first I was at her house in 2014 she’s been living in the apt
The only relationship she ever told me about is an Ex that was abusive and was in a gang.
I’m waiting for my hero bonus and settlement that’ll be given the 1st this year next year and the following in 3 payments.
Also my uncle had a stroke and no one knew until he called his daughter and they didn’t know what was wrong with him on the phone until he was mumbling on the phone he was out and didn’t want to drink anymore with his friends he lives alone ex wife step mom half mom.
Home from a few weeks vacation n holidays my pets n new five babies had a vet visit my cousin friend is a bird taker he gave medicine n probiotics to give to the birds got in a fight with my parents over water because there’s vitamin water n I still have the water I believe they’re highly intelligent and I want to hope they take the water without any extreme changes. My finches are3 + years n parakeet 5 years the rest are babies making babies born November 21st. Mesh cover on Wednesday skirt now they listen to me . I’m not a professional but I would like suggestions please. I do not want to take medication I do not want to fight anymore I’m sorry I love my friends family friends n I’m making a wreath stocking for my job . I think we should talk I think we should celebrate together whenever we feel the need for it I do believe in saying no to what I do not want to do n I just don’t like it when u say I heard u I heard u. N you told me shut the f up n you were ok with that.
I don’t believe ye is bi polar there is depression n if you tell me ur gonna stop or I’ll throw the birds out that hurt my feelings I don’t like it when you tell me it’s all ur fault what we do well I have money so if you want me to leave fine I can move to an apartment in Palmdale away from all the drama I had here.
Finally talked to manager because I was depressed due to my accident and she said I’ll never get better please take meds. and my bird broke his leg traumatized my a hawk who killed his brother it’s been 3 wks since separated in a tank to heal too young for surgery too late for cast my bills came out to $729 and rebuilding my bathroom cost $2,500 including things I just wish they say hi to me but I guess it’s because I’m sick what my mom tells me and they’re putting my sister on their business card well I hope you u enjoy ur time I’m doing a lot more things at work I’m happy for that I had covid my bills will a part of my taxes $1,500 and $500 I hope to take my birds to the vet again and an Xray to show healing isn’t a problem and my cousins husband is a bird train or vitamins isn’t a problem either.
Anyways, when I’m done with that I’ll be saving up for things hope all is well for you and wish we can have fun like we used to and my alopecia is getting better as of hair loss. Meaning maybe braids for sure thank you again.
My chiropractors like to reminded me everytime my left leg is an inch shorter than my right leg. Thank you doctor my mom is okay she was scared she was gonna have Alzheimer’s but she had a doctors appt Thursday a brain scan or something and they said she’s fine she’s had bellpalsey before and diabetes
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